i thought i should start writing about a primoridal phenomenon killing all of us even while living. there is this old man who might die any time. i think he is not afraid, for his disciples feel he is god. but the man called god says space is god.
it just stuck to my mind. for he said space is everywhere and has everything. in fact, space will be there even in hundreds of universes. it sounds true. i am not his disciple. in a way, i am afraid to be a disciple after reading `k'.
but this idea of god looked simple and straight. therefore, its there in my blog. back to that primoridal feeling of fear. fear is natural, anyone will accept. may be like sex, creativity, gift and kill. it is inherent in humans passed on through generations of gene.
we may have to fear a lot of things in this increasingly violent world. i felt i had conquered my inner fear a day ago. it came again last night. how do we end fear while living? is it possible? let me find out in future. is not freedom from fear, true freedom?